Love Paradox

forgive me folks. just had to get some things off my chest. wait, who am i talking to? nobody reads this shit. anyways, enjoy. 


"he came to me with indifference..." 
but with an open heart did i receive him 
"freely i gave..." myself to him 
allowing myself to be molded & folded 
into an unrecognizable being 
normalcy is obscure 
love so pure & tainted 
that letting go is necessary 
but to do so would leave us both 
lifeless... 
the pain i feel makes me hate you 
& sets my soul ablaze with a yearning 
to love you as deeply as I once did 
he now gives with an open heart 
"but with indifference will i receive him..."